I'm really bored...

Anyone got any ideas or requests i could attempt at drawing/creating/writing/photoing... xD

short and sweet journal..

.. Or that is prepared to probably get confused out of their minds.

meh cba to find a lyric to put as the title)


To the people that know me in real life you'll be like, OKAY WTF this makes no sence she's always smiling and being crazy.

Well pleh to happiness... pleh to bubbly. I give up on trying to make everyone think I'm okay when I feel like Shite.

Don't ask if I'm okay because you'll only get the answer "dunno" because i dont know ok! I hate it when people worry about mee i know they will anyway but >.< i feel like a burden

Here we go then. What's actually wrong with me? I have no idea tbh.

I wake up and look at the ceiling and think of what dream i had just a few seconds ago. The ones I remember are really odd and creep me out because I don't understand it.

At school I look around me at all these people that I call my friends. They all look the same but it's like everything is like blurred.... not my vision but like.... you know what I mean... It's like the rest of them is like a big smudge of evilness. I mean... It's like confusing me trying to put it down... uhh... they just all make me feel so.... odd....

Sometimes I feel like everything has stopped like im looking at a freeze frame of that second of my life.... I look around at everyone seeing them laugh and have fun and I reach out to someone only to be looked down at and left to fall....

What's happening to me... why the hell does everything go belly up.... is there something I've done wrong?

I get like really frustrated and confused and upset which makes me even more confused cuz i dunno why im going all emotional. It's nothing to do with hormones though i use to blame it on that.... it's constant... like somethings grabbing onto me holding me down not letting me rise up into a world i can hear,see,smell but not touch or be in.

>.< Meh long journals suck....

I dunno... I neeeeed something or someone to just.... do or give me summit thats just gonna stop my head spinning and making me feel so god damned.... AWKWARD!

.. or say forever

I'm in such a bad mood i'm hyper.

Makes sence? no? neither does life.

I'm confused. I'm being typical teenager all emotionaly confused because of crazy hormones xD

Also getting annoyed alot... especialy at Andy.. cuz he's a twonk.. i try to work but noo he has to bug me alllll lesson >.> AND! no one will teach me what i missed of my drama dance so i'm gonna fucking fail! >.< and get moaned at for not knowing it. >.< not fair!

on a lighter note: i've been tagged lol
here goes another retarded butt journal

1. Post these Rules.
2. Each tagged person must post 8 things about themselves on their journal.
3. At the end you have to choose 8 people to tag, and post their icons on the same journal.
4. Go to their page and send a message saying you tagged them.
5. No tag-backs.

1.I like Emus
2.Purple is my fav colour even though everyone thinks it's orange XD
3.I like singing
4.I go to schoool
5.Orange Emu's Eat Peas!! OEEP!
6.Evie Can Sometimes Take A Crowned Yeti =] ECSTACY!
7.I like Bob Marley
8.Umm....I dont like pie crust...xD

meh!
FML

Meh I'm so bored.

At school in history. Sir was like okay i have no idea what we're suppose to be doing so do w..e you want

SOMEONE SPEAK TO MEEE!!!